Mercurial at Best April 4, 2012

I’m just a girl With a bad attitude What’s my mood? Mercurial at best.   I’m just a girl With a mark on the moon If it’s my tune It’s carved out of my chest.

YOU ARE MORE ALIVE JUST BY BEING QUIET, PRESENT, AND AWARE. February 16, 2012

Santa Cruz, Calif. 2.15.12 My hands are like ice. I’ve been beside the ocean this evening, walking along the cliff. I can hardly write this note. I want to live a long time. I want this ocean calm with so many shades of blue to be mine—from a pale reflection of sky to the deepest [...]

untitled 1.31.2012 February 1, 2012

clear the idiotic air about the lamentable state of architecture. all I want is a cousin & some kin to count on. nothing has never been more nothing than it is now— a tremendous, commendable state of nothing. the shapes are finally misshapen as the desert air.

loose thoughts, etc. 2012 January 24, 2012

Live the way I want to live, here & now.   She does not know the fruit of the season.   The sun will make me bleed I will bleed on the sun. -Noah, age 2.5   Deep recession cream.   The impression of a lake.   A family at sunset Turned in prayer toward [...]

All these dreams and me December 13, 2011

It was at the hospital we remembered we were human. The things on the inside need checking. Blood drawn. What ails us. What is a sign I’m alive. So many things I don’t want to do. My body, my one and only body. “Kurosawa’s Dreams and Me” by Lady Lazarus. Video by me.

Reality TV November 5, 2011

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End of Battle Hymn October 29, 2011

Heard a story about a girl she was eaten by a bear. I know life ain’t fair not for her and not for anyone, but especially for women.   When the girl got the Heaven she was greeted by the choir, all the angels were there, singing: Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, [...]

Bodily October 18, 2011

The glory of your guts The wonder of your butt The body glows with Stardust. Rub your eyes to see the sun smiles on you still. Your hands are chalices The arcs of your feet are vaulted arches around your forehead a temple glows.

Stevie Nicks September 27, 2011

Stevie Nicks Blonde witch Cocaine possessed Sheep warble bleet thundering From the lower abdomen. Faun eyed Drooping horse lips Magnetic hair.   11.10.10

Loose Talk September 27, 2011

The body is a container. // This is your breeze. The breeze that blows easterly. // Leaves are dead people dropped on eaves. // One day I will meet a rabid dog in the road. // I need to find my love so I can apologize. For being lost all this time. For forgetting to [...]